1.04.2012

In other places

I don't know why I
couldn't feel in the moment
But I feel it now
Wrapped up in a blanket of
frozen suspension
Closed me off from others,
from myself, and from the one
that I love.
But despite my confused
and absent state of mind,
I pray that my physical presence
could speak to
the meaning of things--
the respect, the honor,
the commitment, the dedication,
the service, the gratitude, the history,
the forgiveness, the present spirit,
the joy, and the everyday
of my love for you.
I hope you heard it in my
scared shitless silence
I hope you hear it now
in my tear drenched pillow

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